Self Reflection and The Next Year

After years of being a student, this coming September will be my last year here at UW – finishing my Bachelors in Science with minor in biology, and I don’t know what I want to do afterwards.

I’ve been thinking a lot about self growth and what I want future me to look like. Watching influencers like Lavendaire, and listening to their advice has really helped me think about myself and what I want to do in the coming years.

Here’s what I know for sure I want to do  by the time I graduate/ when I graduate:

  • Apply to college programs and grab a diploma in biotechnology
  • Obtain a job at home – part-time/full-time to start  (ideally somewhere in science, but a job at the mall or at a Chapters-Indigo would be pretty sweet too)
  • Practice more self-care and growth

I know those are pretty typical goals for those who graduate, but to me they’re very big since I constantly feel like I’m not going to be able to graduate. I know after the fall term I can graduate, but it still seems like a very far achievement that I have to work hard for.

In terms of myself and my mental health, I want to be happy.

I don’t want to be depressed and constantly feel negative about my program and the program name that will be on my diploma. I want to be happy and content with what I’m doing now, and that I don’t have to worry about the future – that it’ll be okay when I graduate and I can get a job in my field. I want to be happy with my family and my partner and feel proud. I hope that in a years time, I’ll be okay.

 

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